
Review: Down to the Bone
March 14, 2008
Dole, Mayra Lazara. Down to the Bone. HarperCollins, 2008.
Laura and Marlena have kept their love a secret for two years out of necessity. They have both witnessed a lot of homophobia in the Miami Latino community where lesbians are derisively referred to as tortilleras. Laura fears rejection from her traditional Cuban-American mother, and Marlena, from her extended Puerto Rican family, should anyone learn about the joy they find in being together both physically and emotionally.
When Sister Asunción intercepts a love letter from Marlena to Laura in her Catholic school classroom, she outs Laura to her classmates, the school principal, and to her mother. Because the two girls have always used affectionate nicknames for each other, no one knows who wrote the letter, and Laura isn’t talking. Her mother, furious and humiliated, kicks Laura out of their home until she is ready to reveal the name of the other girl and act “normal.”
Laura’s best friend, Soli, and her mother, Viva, take her in and become her new family. Laura has been kicked out of her old school, and decides, at age 16, to drop out all together. She gets a full-time job in Marlena’s uncle’s landscaping business, where she witnesses on-the-job homophobia from one of the men in her work crew. It’s not aimed at Laura — no one at work knows she’s a lesbian — but rather at their butch co-worker, Jaylene, and at Tazer, the trans son of the wealthy man they’ve been hired to work for.
And then the worst possible thing happens: Laura gets the news that Marlena, who has returned to Puerto Rico, is engaged to be married. After all she’s been through, and all of their promises to each other that they would some how find a way to be together, Laura feels hurt, angry, and betrayed. Luckily, she has Soli and Viva for support as she recovers from the break-up.
Since she doesn’t want anyone else but Marlena, Laura eventually decides to follow suit and begins dating a man who has been courting her, hoping desperately that she’ll fall in love with him, and win back her mother’s love. Try as she might, she can only pretend to feel anything when she’s with him, despite the fact that he is falling hard for her. In the meantime, Tazer pursues her, too, but she feels absolutely no attraction to him, either, as anything more than a friend. And then there’s Gisela, the beautiful woman who’s been making eyes at her. Laura’s pulse quickens every time she sees her. She can’t avoid the fact that she is indeed a lesbian, down to the bone. And she doesn’t want to be anyone else.
Depressing, right? It’s hilarious! Because, in spite of the dire turn of events, Down to the Bone is truly a funny novel. As I was reading along, I often caught myself thinking, “How can I be laughing at these things when I should be crying?” I’m not quite sure how Mayra Lazara Dole managed to wring such humor out of this story. Partly, it’s her breezy style and the wry dialog. And partly, it’s Laura’s point of view. Through all her adversity, she maintains her sense of humor and an optimistic outlook on life. She’s a survivor who is determined to be happy, even if it means making those she cares about unhappy. She does what so many queer kids have to do — she finds her own community and creates a family of her own.
It’s great to see a new lesbian novel from a up-and-coming author with a fresh, funny, and original voice. I hope this will be the first of many novels from Mayra Lazara Dole.

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